OK, i have posted a few...4 out of 10... OK 6 out of 10 or something like that of emo laden posts. I can't help it, short of cooking eating debating, i feel most at home when i rant.
I wont go on with the details but i really don't know how the heck am i going to get through this episode yet again. I hate being this, it makes me weak and vulnerable, its makes me not me and i find it hard to get drunk in this mode.
I'll overcome this this, somehow. Whether it be some short term or long term solution (alcohol works.), i shall survive and move on.
Maybe its because i haven't been on the blog for quite some time, hence the need to rant.
Whatever it is, i don't like what I'm going through now.